Two? To? Too? True?

Well. T'was a snow day today. Not quite as good as previous years in the fact that I did not get paid for this one but hey nevermind eh?

Went sledging although unfortunately we couldn't find the Nova bonnet from last year, but to be fair it was still cool.

There is something about a hill covered in snow that transports me back to my childhood.

And it was a weird feeling. For two hours today I completely forget about all the self inflicted worries and problems that comprise my life just now.

I was free to do nothing but have pure unadulterated fun and I revelled in it.

Unfortunately as soon as I got home reality bit again.

TRUST.

Its never been something I've ever really worried about.

I trust so few people that I've rarely been let down. I've known many people who have found it hard to trust anyone because they have been betrayed by people they thought they could trust, and to be fair I've been that betrayer more than once.

But trust is so important in life. If you feel like you can't trust anyone then you have my compassion, because not being able to trust anyone must be nightmare.

I have a small group of people that I trust with my life, and I rely on them more than they could probably ever know. Without them I would just completely self distruct.

I say all this because I maybe take trust for granted. And I really shouldn't.

I listened to this earlier, and maybe its apt and maybe its not. Either way I like it:

This is how it works

You're young until you're not

You love until you don't

You try until you can't

You laugh until you cry

You cry until you laugh

And everyone must breathe

Until their dying breath

No, this is how it works

You peer inside yourself

You take the things you like

And try to love the things you took

And then you take that love you made

And stick it into some

Someone else's heart

Pumping someone else's blood

And walking arm in arm

You hope it don't get harmed

But even if it does

You'll just do it all again

On The Radio - Regina Spektor

This is the second of my 12 Blogs of Christmas.

And this is me leaving to grab another beer, because I feel like getting drunk tonight.

Catch you on the other side.

Matt.