What, Where, Who, How And Why

Well its now October. Not sure where the last couple of months have gone.

Seems to me that the winter seems to creep up on us these days. After the summer has completely failed to show its face that is.

Its starting to get colder, the sun is going down earlier and earlier and the clocks haven't even gone back yet.

Its three weeks till half term, and I am really looking forward to getting away from here for a week.

Life is a confusing animal. I have always been a person who is very good at adapting to my circumstances. Who will just get on within the situation I find myself. But I've got to a point where I've had enough of it. I no longer want to just survive half happily in an environment I feel I don't belong.

But the main problem I am faced with, is that I doubt my ability to do anything about this. I worry that I may just keep my head down, doing nothing, living the easy life.

Cos that's the thing, its so much easier to just go with the flow, just accept life as it is and do nothing about it, for doing something about, it takes effort and I'm not sure I will be arsed to produce it. A fantastic friend of mine has escaped. She had a goal, a light at the end of her tunnel, and she was determined to reach it.

But I'm not convinced that I have that determination. And that concerns me. I guess time will tell eh?

I’ll let you know.

Lates.

Matt